2009

12.23
hv  hv  hv hv  hv

2010 is coming

i thought i am lucky in the 2009
went through the horrible AL,
get the fresh  U-life 
but this december is so awful 
i cried i gave up i smile i mad  

at the end of 2009
there are many beingings   
 

最近的生活都頗如意 令我更喜歡
讀大學especially 住hall的生活
除了我的$不斷從shopping 和食食食中消失
自mid term後曾說 還是以後都不走堂較好
可是成績出了後 又自以為smart 回復了走堂的日子
相信final我又要刻苦地還回我的可惡的罪摰
這樣自由的生活 使每week都過得很快
我還是想一直留在year 1
曾討厭搬上六樓的我 現在又發現 現在的
朋友圈子 選擇 其實都不錯
雖說每件事都環環相扣 就如無可避免命運
我們對足了整整幾天 有時候 我總忽冷忽熱
還是 不好深究 享受我現在 想的
快樂 青春 過得太快了

we should not too rely on and trust someone , some fds, some hi bye fds
maybe sometimes i just  treat the person as my only gd fd , only love
 and at the end  its just a  stupid story
gd buddy , partner , even lover is not easily to be find 
it needs time
so just love ourselves n trust ourselves

finally , i didnt apply the exchange
but i must apply it in year 2 , its became my target !!!

i should remind myself ..dont ignore my study!! GPA

also  i would like to go out play n drink more
since i seldom do it  

recently,i wanna get some target

i enjoyed hea and play

but it cant not be long lasting

suddenly

i wanna go exchange in year 2

anywhere

just get a special experience ,enjoy different culture,

leave this place which i hv been living and studying  for so many years!

shit the apply dealine is soon

i should find my target faster! 

in the past,

i looked down on someone who has no planning and do sth ridiculous and immature

and these month, i forgot ,wt is target

omg

so , suddenly, i wanna go exchange

change and enjoy my u-life

no more hea in a familiar  small place....

see more,,meet more....when im still young

總有些麻煩是人躲不開

一個人漸成熟 就會笑著淚流
總有些遺憾要學會放開

But I say you'll see, I'd make you see
Every detail of this damning life
I say you'll see, I'd make you see
You'll see

在這個匆忙的世界裡 失去什麼 受不受傷 都一樣